I was going to commit suicide
I was 13 years old when I started thinking about committing suicide. "My life is not very important! I should not be living! Life is not worthwhile! I do not have the life I want to!" - those were some of the thoughts that used to assault me for 2 years. Some people think that when you are a teenager this is normal and many young people would say that just out loud, just as an excuse to call attention to themselves but not meaning it... How many young people today think exactly like I used to think 15 years ago? Maybe you know someone or heard about people who committed suicide because this burden and so many thoughts inside them were heavier than what they could bear and they had no where and/or no one to run to. Unfortunately! In order for you to understand why I did not commit suicide I would need to share with you a wee bit of my life. I will tell you how I started to think about this, how this became a normal thing to me, how I used to see death and how I overcame ...